聖誕節快樂。

生活能帶給我們的太多，而我們又能帶給生活些甚麼呢？

遲來的祝福，聖誕節快樂！

是時候了。

教出一個臨時缺席的，一個自信過度的，一個不會守時的，一個反被聰明誤的。

一分耕耘，一分收獲。

好幾個月沒有更新部落，發生了好多。把D90賣掉，換了K-5。公司贊助GRD III和GXR S10，我組了Jesselton Ricoh Factory (JR Factory)。學生兼朋友犯了錯，和大哥扶了他一把，最後看來還是徒勞。遇到不可一世的回流設計師，忘了自己也是本地出產，說話沒頭沒腦。我開始寫回字，不環保但這是必要的。

這些月，我用八個字提醒自己－－一分耕耘，一分收獲。

搖滾，讓妳久等了，不好意思！

寫不出

教不好的學生，寫不出。

做不好的事情，寫不出。

我回來了。以後會加油！

我們的夢想

我一直告訴球員們，要嘛不看，要看就看在自己想像之外的。對一支剛組成的隊伍，把全國獨中做為第一個舞臺好像有點殘酷。不過，相信這是送給球隊最好的禮物。

球隊打了三場，小勝一場，大敗兩場。後面兩場同樣是敗，不同的是第一場敗得一塌糊塗，球員哭得稀裡嘩啦；第二場大家敗得心服口服，因為糊塗了一場，第二場知道甚麼叫做盡力而為。

接下來，就看誰會留下了。你們看到的好球員，沒有一個是三五個月的成果，要記住這點。更要記住，他們不留力地殺下去，也是對努力的你們的一種尊敬。

我的搭檔也寫了一段話 －－ 一百個小時，你做了甚麼？我們成立了一個排球隊。嗯，是的，我們成立了一支健康的排球隊。大家，再接再勵了！下一次再見，我們會變得更好。

起球啊，寶貝！

我很相信團隊這回事，相信沒有一個人的英雄，只有一起努力的隊友。

今天這篇，寫給還沒放棄，還在努力的你們。

At Least I Tried

生活嘛。Life

朋友問我幾歲了，怎麼還過得像個孩子似的？生活這回事嘛，快不快樂也要過。過得幼稚一些沒關係，最重要身邊也有一堆一樣的。

讓我睡。Let Me Sleep

我上星期連續三天發同樣的夢，夢見會飄的Vandetta在我眼前飄來飄去。我以為是壓力，結果今天把工作忙完後，我竟然還是睜著眼看著天花。我知道不在面對 “照片店” 的狀況內，於是狠下心來，把設定調到Jpeg再黑白，勇敢面對直接拍出來的作品。

政華今天好像玩得很開心，呵呵！記得，照片要拿出來分享，不要躲在房間一個人看。

You're Beautiful

這個年代，我最受的就是這種淡淡的味道，說不出來的感覺，卻就是​那麼的有feel。就像我喜歡的照片，淡淡的，回味好久。

好照片。

學生的爸爸前陣子給了我一卷拍過的底片，托我想想辦法把底片沖洗出來。我帶著這卷稀有的APS膠卷到吉隆坡去找到店面沖洗後，把它帶了回來，今天終於顯影了。

有時候，一張好的照片不需要任何的修飾，已足夠讓我們回憶起好多，鼻子酸了起來，眼淚一滴一滴地掉下，心一陣陣地抽搐著。

今天我想和你們分享的好照片。

感謝學生的爸爸願意讓我把照片放上來。

今天爽一下。SS Today

搖滾天使，我吐氣揚眉，哈哈哈！給我爽一下，不要不給機會！

這裡

更新。Update

這張不是最好，可是是我很喜歡的一張。那眼神，那頭髮，那種兩旁牆壁延伸到中間的味道。其它的來這裡看看吧。

攝影新銳，是一個名詞。光和影，是不變的。

我要慢慢地進步，因為我還有生活要去體會。

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This is not the best, but it is one of my favourite. Love that eye, love that hair, love the way both walls lead to the subject. Drop by here for the rest.

New age is a new term. Light and shadow is immortal. 

I have got to improve slowly because I still have a life to taste.

丟臉的《馬一定》丟臉。Shame On You, Maidin

給所有海外的朋友和世界每個角落愛這個世界的人，我為這個人感到萬分遺憾，因為他竟然是我國的領袖。我可以說的是，他不代表我，也不代表我在馬來西亞任何一個愛國的朋友。請記住他的名字，Zainuddin Maidin。

To all my overseas friends and people all around the world, I am sorry but this retard does not represent me nor my fellow Malaysian friends in any way. I am a Malaysian but I am no retard. Remember his name, Zainuddin Maidin.

眼和心。Eye & Mind

樓上兩張都是“神山的傳說”前後拍的底片照，LC-A+歸隊感覺真好。

Both above are film photos taken before and after 'The Legend'. It feels good to have LC-A+ back in action.

已經在吉隆坡街上走了幾天，還沒有找到正在學習的東西＊正在許願突然開竅中＊

It's already the 3rd day I am walking on streets in Kuala Lumpur and I haven't managed to learnt what I try to look for in my pictures. Pray for me, please.

進步。Improvement

阿富開始了三個月的密集訓練，希望在三個月內能夠掌握到新的高難度舞蹈動作。相信如果三個月不夠，至少這三個月會讓大家對團體這回事有新的領悟。就像我排球的學生們，現在已經能夠把起球，二傳和扣球連貫起來了。我覺得難得的不是動作上的進步，因為這是她們應得的。可貴的是她們的動作是建立在支持隊友的基礎上。

下星期見。

叛逆。Rebel

樓下是一張不被批准放在面子書上的照片。如果你在這裡也看不過去，那對不起，等我寫新東西的時候再回來好了，呵呵！

Below is a photo I took that wasn't allowed to be posted on facebook. If you still don't like it here, I suggest you come back next time when I have something new up, hehe!

There are times, where we are just tired of being told to do what they think is right.

天生。Born With It

我沒有受過國際水準的訓練與栽培，但是我懂得分辨哪一雙是合適的手。那種靈活性，是我過去十年沒有在這片土地上任何一個女排球員身上見過的。當然，還差了後天的力度，準確度，敏感度和知識。好久沒那麼興奮了。後天的半途而廢，會毀掉任何先天賦予的，希望妳明白。

I have never been trained at international level, but experience gives me the ability to differentiate the right pair of hands. Over the past 10 years, I have not seen something like what I saw, not on such pair of fresh hands. That kind of flexibility is basically what is sought for after all those system training. Then again, she lacks precision, strength, sensitivity and knowledge. You must understand, giving up half way is no difference from never born with it. It's been a while, it's been a while.

離家出走。Away From Home

我目前還在離家出走當中，坐在吉隆坡市中心的咖啡館里調著照片，看著路人。

I am not still away from home, sitting in Espressamente editing pictures and looking at the passersby.

上星期去新加坡參加了Alvin和筱然的註冊儀式，看著自己拍的照片被掛了起來，心想新人好給面子。希望反應沒有太負面就好。我的照片嘛，還是那樣，重視自我感覺良好，呵呵！系列里也包括了兩張Andy拍的，相信以後會有更多。

I was in Singapore last weekend attending the ROM of Alvin & Xiao Ran. The pre-wedding series I did for them was hung between trees. I have to say that felt good, I hope nothing too negative came up as sometimes my photos tend to focus more on my own feeling towards them. Worth mentioning, two of those photos in the series were shot by Andy, I suppose more will come in the future.

吉隆坡這座城市，會塑造兩種人。第一種，為生活而生活的；第二種，看穿了第一種人心裡在想甚麼的。在努力的朋友們，我們都要加油。

Kuala Lumpur makes two kind of people. First, those who survive to live. Second, those who figured out what the first kind have in mind. To all my friends out there, don't give up.

已經好久。It's Been So Long

已經好久，沒有球員會在星期天早上要求另加練習。是三分鐘熱度的話，那至少用心過；能持續下去的話，這些孩子一定會變得更好。我受到的，是組織和防守型的訓練。能夠選擇的話，我都會在防守時直接取分或利用組織撕開對方的防線。這就是為什麼三個月了，他們還在起球。

It's been so long since students asked for extra practice on sunday. If it doesn't last long, it does no harm. If it does, these kids are so going to be better. I normally score through defence or tear down opponent's defence through strategy to let teammates score, that's what I was trained for, to observe and think. This is why they are still receiving after 3 months.

不要跟我說愛的教育。我也愛他們，只是方式不一樣。

Don't talk to me about education of love, I love them too, only in a different way.

Life In A Blink

七號，八號拍完婚紗系列後，九號就上機飛到泰國去。只差沒把雜誌偷去。

After shooting a pre-wed series on 7th and 8th, I was on the plane flying to Thailand the next day. Only that I did not steal the magazine.

十四號回到的兩個小時後，我又回到工作崗位上，拍了結婚晚宴。

The same day I return from Thailand, I was back to work two hours after arrival, shooting a wedding banquet.

半個五月，就這樣去了。

Half of my May, has already passed.

啦啦啦。LaLaLa

我知道我的照片不是很美，所以麻煩你這個五月搭亞航的時候對著雜誌幫我拍美一點，記得tag我啊！啦啦啦！

I know it isn't very good, so please do me a favour, take a good picture of my picture in the magazine when you fly with AirAsia this May. Remember to tag me, thank you very much! LaLaLa...

http://storyteller.com.my/?p=1144

三秒鐘的照片。3 Seconds In A Picture

Horizon Perfekt, 把三秒鐘的故事放進一張底片中。

Horizon Perfekt, a machine that tells 3 seconds in a single frame of film.

He Is Special

我昨天在教着大概30位學生怎麼發球的時候，注意到有位學生一直把球丟到空中。他每丟一次，身邊的同學都拍手叫好。我問一位白人學生，她沒說他有問題，她這麼回答我，“He is special”。嗯，是的，每丟一次，他們都喝彩一次。

這種教育，我相信看的人都會和我有一樣的想法。讓他覺得自己也可以。Maktab Nasional 的孩子們，好棒！

So there was this kid who acted a little differently among about 30 students from different countries at the volleyball session I conducted . I asked another white girl and she said,"He is special." He kept tossing balls into the air. Every time he tossed it, I heard cheers and applause. Yes, every single time.

This, is success education, to give him a better world, to make him feel home. Well done, kids from Maktab Nasional.

不是我。Not Me

我們穿的鞋不一樣，所以你看到的不是我走過的。

We wear different shoes, so what you see aren't my steps.

好啊！Woots!

http://www.photoradar.com/
http://www.photoradar.com/photos/87837/framelessador/now-forever-0

比神山還難爬到，好不容易給我爬到一個小丘！元子就爬了十幾次山頂！

Allow me to syok sendiri for 24 hours because this doesn't happen everyday!

五月前的舞月。Busy Dancing April

一群傻子飄洋過海，

以為尋寶成功，

結果瓶裡只有一封情信，

唯有腳踏實地，

展望未來！

四月三十《Dance Delight 11》，你買票了嗎？

我們常希望。We Often Hope

很多時候，孩子離你越近，越難教。什麼時候你才會變得不再需要我們？
There are a lot of times when you find kids hard to educate when you are close with them. I wonder what it will take for you to be independent.

我們常希望會得到更多的愛，卻往往忽略了身邊那不起眼的關懷。
We often hope for more love yet neglect the care for us in life that seems so normal.

搖滾天使，愚人節快樂！

一個人說你不聽，是個性；十個人說你還是不聽，是愚人。
Shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice.

這下爽咯！Die Hard

什麼不好做，竟然多了迷你戴安娜！努力賺錢沖底片！
Now I have one more obstacle in journey towards a-lot-of-money-in-bank-account.